Following Day 6 (09/06/19):
"The rest relies on a few fragments of memory, spared by the hypoxia and fatigue of that night. I realized I hadn’t taken any notes for the entire upcoming week of travel—understandable, since the ascent was grueling, and events then unfolded at a dizzying pace."
We follow the twinkling stars through the night, or perhaps we’re already at the heart of the Milky Way, continuing our endless climb. Each step is a trial; our progress is painfully slow yet utterly exhausting. I dig deep for the last bit of energy I don’t have to thrust my trekking poles forward and place one foot in front of the other, carving my path centimeter by centimeter. Behind me, Elias seems to have stopped, tirelessly encouraging me and giving me a push forward now and then.
The wind picks up, biting and relentless.
We finally meet at Stella Point, 5,756 meters. I feel at the absolute limit of my strength. Alison is holding up, mostly suffering from the cold. Me? I’ve never been in such a state. There’s something thrilling, almost warrior-like, about pushing your limits like this... but also terrifying. What comes next? Will it pass? What if it gets worse? What happens if I can’t walk anymore?
It must be around 5 a.m. We take shelter behind a rocky outcrop, out of the wind—I’m completely slumped on the ground, facing the Stella Point sign. The break feels like an eternity. Am I sweating? Freezing? Hard to tell. Dawn is breaking on the horizon. Around us, a few groups emerge from the darkness and slowly pass us, focused on the final goal. No one speaks. Each of us will carry a unique and personal memory of this night’s ascent. Some have left a partner behind, too exhausted to continue; others won’t reach the summit for several more hours.
Our guides stay calm and don’t rush me. That reassures me. I recover a little and find my voice again. As if in a final effort, I stand up, wobble slightly, and grip my poles. One foot in front of the other. My stomach cramps ease. The slope seems gentler. We follow the ridge. Over there, in the distance, Uhuru Peak. The summit. The highest point on the entire African continent.
The sky lights up with sublime hues: blue, violet, orange, and bright pink. We’re in the middle of a rainbow.

Here we are.
Before our eyes, we dominate an endless panorama—the crater, the doomed glaciers, Mount Meru, and even the sun. The clouds float far below. It’s 6 a.m. The famous sign is right in front of us, like an accomplishment. I don’t know exactly what I’m feeling; I let myself be overwhelmed by all the emotions at once, especially an immense gratitude. I feel blessed, as if I’ve lived a rich life, filled with happiness, love, success, and adventures all around the world and now here, at the summit of Kilimanjaro. All that at the sight of a simple sign!
This trek and ascent haven’t changed me; I’m not a new man or even a new version of myself, but there’s a strong sense of accomplishment in this moment.
I’m 27 years old. Just a few months ago, I never would’ve imagined finding myself in Tanzania, climbing this legendary mountain. I finished my studies; in a few months, I’ll be a medical intern. I’ve traveled beyond my wildest dreams, explored places more incredible than I ever thought possible. I’ve felt happiness, been happier than I ever dared hope... The sun rises on this new day, and I’m here, on the roof of Africa, with the love of my life.
We’ll have to descend. But in this exact moment, I feel absolute peace, the sense of having lived a fulfilling life and embraced the meaning of my existence. The rest will just be a bonus.
And I’m sober!!

We’re among the first to arrive; there’s almost no one around. The very first trekkers are just starting to descend. A few victory cries, a few exchanged words. For safety, we shouldn’t stay more than fifteen minutes, but the guides don’t rush us, and with the excitement, I feel much better. We stay a little over half an hour, savoring every moment, capturing this memory in photos. We also take pictures for other French trekkers whose cameras didn’t survive the cold (Hi Alix and Aurélien! 🙂).

Then comes the time to leave. Too bad—I could’ve stayed longer, and I have no desire to walk again. Hard to say if it’s the mountain’s intoxicating effect or just exhaustion...
But I have one last mission. I take Alison’s hand and lead her a little farther along the ridge. I kneel on the volcanic rock—no, it’s not a dizzy spell. Hidden in my layers, a solitaire tanzanite ring, a question barely articulated, then a “Yes” carried away by the wind, forever whispered in the mountain’s silence.

One last kiss. The second of the rest of our lives. Bonus!

Then we descend, hand in hand, carried by the echo of this moment.